Lonely

I hate myself. I hate myself because there's so much I want from myself, but I can't achieve anything. I can't draw good enough, or get high enough grades, or write good enough. I'm not skinny enough, nor am I pretty enough.
My Dad is a fucking retard, and he's such an annoying bastard. And I am so cold...

I met some ppl today...

I went to my friend's church and met her friends, it was fun, and since I'm Atheist, she joked about me getting electrocuted when I walk in lol.